Just a Kiss

失戀無罪

2012-01-29T01:19:00.004+08:00

^ sweet sixteen !

MOMO

用過去悲傷換來自由 ,難道不珍貴

work

2012-01-19T23:18:00.001+08:00

these days its just work and going out.

so freaking exhausted and looking fugly haha in a bad shape la.

so tired think wanna fall sick already !

CNY coming break time !

cousin time !

No work !

Meet ups !

Whee~

omo really tired. :(

微加幸福

2012-01-11T21:55:00.002+08:00

Hey guys,

recently it has really been a bad time for me.

but i know i will get through it. JC was the toughest time already what could be worst than that right?

These days its just my job and me.

I enjoy work excited for it. My temp staff are really nice and pretty girls that are so sweet ;)

and si hui is also really a great and kind girl love how she keeps my love for medical and healthcare burning and keeping me optimistic about results

i enjoy going home early after work to spend time having dinner with my family

and reply messages on facebook or handphone :) while i see how metta kids are doing

and planning what i have to accomplished in every month with limited cash !

and also watching channel U drama with my daddy at night

while remember not to think so much but just go to sleep at night (:

life's simple and much tonned down.

But i think wearing 9 hours of shoes are giving me smelly hk feet!

Opps its time already for my 10pm show.

Time heals ! i trust u time :>

wanna go tw with friends ;(

happy

2012-01-07T10:40:00.002+08:00

hellos :D

life have been fulfilling these days :D

had a good laughter during the 4a dinner session.

i really love hanging out with them. it was so heartwarming.

Didnt wanna go back so early :(

but didnt talk enough to wifeys and closer friends ;(

Love my job :D

well stand for long hours but the elderly are really cute :)

it dawn upon me that growing old is fearful and lonely and pain :/

dont want it to happen but somethings cant be stop !

haha moving on going to JC open hse today.

Should go to the nyp instead since it has the courses that im interested in but ...

well.

K feel kind of lazy now. need to rush rush cause im meeting fel at 11.

O my 15 min to bathe O_o More than enough!

lol JC chalet next week ;>

still waiting my pri sch one to come :D

What Doesn't Kill You (Stronger)

2012-01-03T16:36:00.003+08:00

^ well thats my jc prom:D

Decide to pull it all up into a bun cause the stylist said i have a small face and i dont like to mall curls looks too old and uh fat.

hehehe love the eye make up this yr i will remember my make up artist!

^ thats hk for me :D its in macau really great scenaries

Wow i totally love that song :>Its a wonderful song maybe it kinds of depicts my feelings now.Even so the attitude is awesomeit has the power to recuperate wounded soulsi need more of this kind of music ;D
Enough said, i just watched the proposal.Its a movie i wanted to catch since last year.yeah the plot is like so-soBut i love the chemistry and Sandra Bullock is hilarious she plays the tough woman well :)
And yeah now im on a book called i dont know how she does it.Its in the moviesbut i think i will enjoy the book better.to me i love Allison Pearson writing style.;D
Enjoying life before i get a job haha yea so much to the extent that i can make a trip to NTUC twice a day in an hour interval ;/sounds more of boring than enjoying.still its better leading a stress-free life i dropped 2 kg OMG :D

cityhunter

2011-12-31T18:00:00.002+08:00

HELLOS!

im posting on the last day of the year 2011.

well its amazing365 1/4 days have actually passed.

there are so many things that happens in a year.

well i just finished city hunter 2nd last episode.

i was holding in so much and the episode was so sad. :'(

Oh my hate that lingering feeling that is stuck in you even when the show ends.

For the past few days i have been spending quality time with cousins

its like finally.

i have been waiting for that feeling that the 9 of us had together to return.

love it when we have conversations on how gerald stinks and our boyfriends/girlfriend or how naggy our parents are and our bowling sessions or disruptive pool session and finally how we watch running man together as we tie each others hair into a beautiful braids and our DJ hero session before falling asleep together. i always love that feeling. its like having an extended family ;)and im so thankful for that. But as we are growing up, we tend to lose these feelings bit by bit as we put our minds into other matters. Still, time spent was worthwhile and im glad we had the chalet and this opportunity ;D

oh yeah and i have beens searching for jobs these days.

:D well my agent was really helpful and

i cant help but feel really excited when i listen to the hospital job description

it feels less like a job but something i wanna spend my time fruitfully on.

hope all goes well and i can get the one that i want :)

But in the midst of searching for job i felt that i let dow friends around me too.

in the bathroom i would start thinking if my decision was right or wrong

and choosing to go for job interview was more important than friends.

i know i dont feel this way but sometimes it cant be help

the feeling of letting them down i never want to let it happen again

because i hurt when i hurt them :(

the worst part is that great understanding that makes me guilty for flying plane during the last minute. AIGO. :(

well i cant go on and on cause i have a count down date ;)

and this is the most important thing of the year.a

You know after so many fights, we sort of became better these few days

i hope i can control my temper and manage my emotions better

and let today end beautifully as i welcome the new year.

i wish everyone around me a better year ahead and remember to always be happy! and of course live everyday like there is no tomorrow. Must always love the ones around you :D

Ending off here:) i hope i will still have them(family, cousins,wifeys,sec sch friends,jc friends,metta family,fel,alex,jx,jy) around me for years ahead !

bye(;

Back to December

2011-12-27T23:18:00.002+08:00

i think 2011 december is the most fruitful month i have ever spent :D

1. prom

2.metta retreat :)

3.Hong kong trip

4.meet ups+ teoheng.

Whee. so many things are happening and my pathetic brain often mix up dates and events.

need a planner :)

well, the kind of life that i have been yearning for has finally arrived

glad it will get even more hectic from now on.

Felt like i got enlighten in certain stuff over the holidays too.

except i have yet started working out oh man :(

lol got to sleep. :(

outing with the metta peeps are awesome.

girls and guys are so cute surprised that the outing would even last and be successful despite age gap!

imma happy kid except for one thing :.

Fatigue

2011-12-10T00:35:00.002+08:00

played too much!

well, prom just ended. i preferred the secondary school one cause there was a greater level of fun.

but at least, we had post prom this year among my closer peers :D

It was insane, the crazy snapping of photos with people i have never had a conversation with.

Awkward moments, pretty smiles and flashing of lights.

Lol thats how my prom went :)

Afterwards, we proceeded to a club.

it was pretty insane and scary cause it was all of our first time.

It was really really loud. haha i was deaf when we came out. ;x

moved a little cause it was really packed.

by the time, we reached xing's house it was like 4am already -.-

and the guys even initiated breakfast at 7.

of course that didnt come true.

after bathing and torturous removal of make up it was like 5.30

and we slept like pigs till 10.

had to make my way home to help out with the furnitures :D

lol now im satisfied with my room except for my wardrobe.

will be mia-ing for a week to go for some really interesting camp

hope to be a better person when im back :>

need my beauty sleep :(

SO GROUCHY NOW GRR.

TOO wordy

2011-12-07T22:24:00.003+08:00

clearing books

fat fish tail

before taking the ride ;x

its prom tomorrow!

i dont know why but im starting to feel nervous

what if my dress isnt nice what if my heels hurts what if my makeup fails what if my hairstyle is bad

Lol tons and tons of what ifs ;x

nevermind i will just go with the flow.

Sleeping soon! :)

havent touch guitar for days :( guilty. haha

插班生 The Freshman 《逞强》Official MV - HQ

2011-12-07T10:29:00.000+08:00

cant help it but love it so much.the live is even more awesome ! oh myyy

Fights

2011-12-07T00:06:00.002+08:00

geez i really hate them.
just had a tiff witha friend
Okay its rare to fight with a friend i mustsay.
If a fight is possiblei guess it must reallyreallybe someone close
Because once u know that the fight is over, u will make it up with him/her and be best friends all over again just likefamily members. fights never last.

but the agony of going through it is really bad
there is like stages in fights.
for e.g feeling pissed at firs, tfollowed by hurling whatever bad words that comes to ur mind and the ending is always the pang of guilt or regret after saying what u shouldnt and thinking if only i could hold it in, finally trying to relieve the awkwardness and burying the hatchet. :/
Uh but i realised fights are like redundant
Through them people get to express themselve better by directly approaching the problem
but fights do not necessarily ensure that the problem is being solved.
In the end who decides whos right and wrong, the lines are not clearly defined
and both parties have to reflect and question/doubt themselve whether what they had done wasright
for me, it always ends up ina mess.i can never draw a concrete solution and hence solve theproblem causing it to erupt all over again. But the question is how would i know if im right or wrong. if only life is like an exam, i would have answers to every single problems that are posed to me so i wouldnt get it wrong.haiyo i always think but it doesnt get me anywhere :/ damn stupid right. guess exams are easier than problems in life haha !
Even so,shall still try mybest to search for an answerandi will keep trying till i get theright one
and i know iwill cause u have to do it right if itsfor someone worth it .

eekks my keyboard islike super laggyand the space bar button is screwed sopardon ifu see words that are unfamiliar or unusually long.
haha feeling really emotional today.

and anothermatter i dont understand how people can become so rich.
I alwaysstare at the terrace houses when buses drive past them and would oftenwonder how long would it take to buy or built such a house what kind of job would u havetotake up to afford such a house and will the owner be happy when they get to own such houses because pursuit for wealth is never ending isnt it tiring? and is it even a happything?truthfully i guess it will but after a while as all humans would do we get tired of what wehaveand would yearn for more.i wouldnt want to fall into thatvicious cycle. it willbe a constanreminder ! be happy andsufficient. hmmbut i really love semi-detachhouses and wannahave one next time. seeeeeeee im too self contradictory all the time. HAIS. thatswhy bu neng cheng da shi!

good night :>
shopping tomorrow ^^

WALK walk and walk

2011-12-03T23:11:00.002+08:00

These days i haven't been eating but walking walking and more walking!

i think my feet is going to fall off soon.

well, i must say all the walking is worth it :D

After the exams we wanted try something crazy and so yeah we went ahead with our plan.

we took the reverse bungee at clark quay. it wasn't really scary and the best part was the scream.

scream of relieve. we were like tourist taking beautiful pictures of the city and crys came to stay for the night. We blog window shop like mad till 1 plus. dresses were beautiful but too large for me ;(

During the second day the girls were shopping for clothes with the class guys and i didn't know that shopping for guys clothes can be really really fun too. The clothes are interesting and there is like so many layers to wear and really expensive!! still the orchard lights were beautiful and the birds were chirping away like cheep cheep cheep :)

and today i roamed Ikea and i think i can remember the sections and the floor plan already!

cant wait for my furnitures to come!!!!!!!!! :>

wonderful and more importantly it was within budget !

so not ready for prom! :x

You are the Apple of my eye

2011-11-26T10:19:00.004+08:00

^ the handsome male lead that i have been talking about xD

helloooo

been curbing my temptations to return to blog ;>

this week has been a fulfilling week

i have so much so much to tell my mum who is gone for the week to cambodia to offer her service :D

but fret not she will be returning tomorrow :)

Firstly, caught this movie this week.

everyone has been singing praises of the show.

At first i thought it was like any other romance story that has no meaning to it.

but luckily i caught it and never regretted it :D

hehe the cast was great yeah handsome & sweet

and the movie was humorous in a dirty way HAHA.

i love it so much sosososooso much :D

like many youtubers had commented best Asian love story ever :)

bittersweet is the best word to describe the movie and of course its definitely not within your expectations. Most importantly, the chemistry was great

k moving on, its like 2 mcqs left :D

everyone has been going on and on about what to do after Alevels.

haha Glad that i have a list too. at least studying aint everything to me.

well i have high aims for the upcoming 8 months

HAHA i think it would be even more stressful as compared to the preparation for Alevels

But if u strive to become a better person u know you got to put in the effort if not how did anyone become famous or what today.

dont worry i aint aiming to become the next sungha jung tomorrow.

i just want to become better in my playing and pick up what i had always wanted while keeping fit and not losing touch of my favourite sport -swimming !

thats about it. Of course the best parts are - shopping/dates/vacations/camwhoring/COOKING/chalets/bbq? :}

When im equipped with all these i think im ready to receive my results.

well, i have seriously no confidence that i can do well like getting 4As

so to minimize my disappointment ,improving and developing my skills is the only way to cushion my unhappiness. Because by then, when i receive my results... even if i cant study, i can still do this,this and this. yeap i dont wanna feel handicap and helpless like studying is the only thing i can do and yet i can't do it well. I will crumble if that becomes a fact! woes of a nerdy student ;<

having thoughts of dying my hair. :)

will have to give more thoughts about it :D

o NO i cant wear heels like serious :<

PROM die ah!

and i realise katy perry is beautiful in her mv ;) she can pull off the goth look lol.

i have to wait for 13 days :(

till then i shall continue to lead my live to the fullest while you return.

sungha shall top my list for the month and bigbang will take the second place :D

Eighteen

2011-11-01T01:08:00.003+08:00

Being eighteen isn't as big as what i have thought it would be.

but i was showered with tons (not a lot but sufficient) of love messages ,especially those whom i never bother to wish :/ due to EXCUSES AND EXCUSES. not forgetting the present flooding across my table as it float ad mist of my papers. and of course the day well spent with loved ones as well as the midnight surprise ;) what more could i ask for ?

im a lucky chap :)

its sweet being Eighteen, i guess :D

although i was only given 3 hours or maybe 5 to rest :)

haha its like a week to A's

and a month till it ends.

I bet this month will zoom pass.

I kept trying to predict what would happen in the following month

but to no avail. shall just be down to earth and do whats within my abilities

Shall wake up at 4 to write my gp essay that i owe myself ! hahahah

Real Steel

2011-10-17T21:28:00.002+08:00

I know its a crazy time to watch it but i did.

well its farewell today hard to tame the temptation!

Finally got to catch my craving hugh jackman !

i know the show is pretty typical but this is the kind of movies i like

kin ship action packed a little violence and a tinge of romance :D

Its the feeling or take away from the show that i enjoy most.

i love the feeling whereby everthin seems lost and unhopeful at first before things starts to get better

it gives u a strong feeling and the urge to fight :D

yeah so catch it cause

hugh jackman is obviously hot :D

and dakota goyo this lil boy is really something at first i thought it was his emerald green eyes it isnt just that ! he has a flair and knack at talking though feelings can be expressed even better But commendable effort :D

Anyway, sometimes i experience the feeling whereby i feel like crying because i feel too fortunate to have certain people around :D. its a great feeling and it sure give a boost of strength and it really sweetens up hope everyone will get a taste of what i say ;D in short its feeling touched ;D

predators gave me a early present, u dont know how much i love "scrap" book. prettily done with awesome photos :D & thoughtful messages too :D

okay back to chem. HMM i was here to search for DATA BOOKLET and this became my long formual list

ANYWAYS love my CT for treating us to seoul garden and also his Alevel kit.

its beautiful :D

and i see that even BCEEE have a chance of transforming them to AAABA so i guess it means its possible :D

and i can do it too. why not :)

perseverance is not a long race. its made up of many short races :D

lol love my school farewell concert.

Didnt tear me up cause everything wrapped up beautifully

it was a waste to cry

everyone bid their farewells happily :D

Farewell

2011-10-10T21:30:00.003+08:00

^2 things can live without :D

CALCULATOR+PHONE+GIRAFFE

Can you believe it.

Its time to say goodbye already. Our farewell is on 17th Oct.

and 2 weeks later A levels will loom upon us.

Okay warned my friends i was going to cry haha.

cause i guess no one can really understand how this 2 years have been like unless you have undergone it.

Many things have happened

and things keep changing as we move on.

i really never want to lead this sort of life ever again yet i know i will miss it fiercely

and forever will be.

and im starting to feel it now already.

this pang of sadness is kind of recurring whenever i think of them.

oh no, im lost what can one do when you know that something is ending soon but you cant stop it. Its like what the last scene of your favourite drama and you never want it to end.

I cant hit the replay button like what i do in movies and books.

i can only keep this piece of memory close with me till it fades one day.

but now it hurts and i didnt know it would be this bad :x

Maybe my hormones are just starting to change -.-

anyways hope my careless-ness would be eradicated one day!

hate it detest it !

haha and i realise whenever i see you all my troubles are blown away its like i'm refreshed and energized and i feel your strength :D good good ^^

Back to my papers :D you don't know how much i love it these days :D

need to learn how to sleep earlier like at 12? o no before that !

Songs of a Humpback Whale

2011-10-02T00:02:00.002+08:00

helloooo.

Goodness its like a month to A levels.

How can i not freak out right when my subjects are neither here nor there.

well, my teacher posted me with this question today

haha i was freaking out inside but didnt wanna let her see so tried to brush it off.

:( But there is just so much i can do in a day.

so not readyy!

Its okay i will get there somehow :D

eh, Anyway i realise there aint any motivational songs these days

there are tons of love songs but none that are encouraging and haha applicable to handling problems in life. lol if u guys see any please let me know k

Cause such song lyrics always have a great impact on me be it chi/eng

haha :D

eeks dont know what to do now.

How i wish my hair can just dry in a min so i dont have to contemplate if i should sleep/slack or Study -.-

What Makes You beautiful

2011-09-26T23:00:00.003+08:00

Feel like jotting my thoughts down in point form today so here it goes.

These days whenever the clock hits 10 my eyelids starts to get heavy and i feel like falling asleep already AT 10PM? way too early. still recovering from prelim attack :/

I received one of my wifey's cake today :D SHE BAKED IT HERSELF plus plus she added my favourite fruit in it ! Guess what its strawberries ^^ No wonder i taste it and it was really sweet and nice. CAME IN TIME TO SALVAGE MY STARVATION :D

When i was making crys birthday present today, i stole a pretty photo of the four of us. lol the predators look real cool ^^ love them so much. Crazy bunch of people!

O ! and i heard jia ying's exam ends tomorrow weeeee that means my kbox date is arriving and jia xin cant wait too .AWESOME.

A random comment. eeeks dont really like seeing people hmm acquaintance or not even close to it outside. they love to give awkward stares and this OMG is that you face that makes me think and so whats your business. haha so mean right. Guess its just gossip and rumours hate it yet love it sometimes. HAIS ~

Make you feel love

2011-09-25T10:36:00.004+08:00

^ i love this photo i thought it was beautifully and candid-ly taken :)

^ what a CUTE COUPLE. ^^

Hello Prelim's officially over

What i had done for the past two days was a blast :)

It was indeed much more fun than the plain talking i had mentioned in my previous post

lol so much more.

sorry jiaying! :D but i went teoheng with my sec school mates to celebrate ed's birthday

i miss TH o no i haven't been there before but i felt a sense of unfamiliarity haha i lost touch of the mic for too long need to go back again soon!! Anyway so angry with m allergy or heat rash what so ever they are like appearing whenever i feel stressor hot ;( eeek such things never happened in the past :( Somethings happening inside my body hahah can feel the changes and most of them are really bad. :(

Okay started on cityhunter yesterday because of tremendous recommendations coming from everyone i cant not catch it right. :D not really hook onto it yet but i must say i love whatever lee min ho wears he is a model for every piece of cloth he is wearing ! i mean i never took notice of guys clothes much in the past but for lee min ho i can totally tell he love his clothes cause he look awesome and comfortable in every single one of them :D haha watching him act reminds a little of Gu jun Pyo lol its so lee min ho extreme hotness but i'm still controlling it well not on berserk mode yet :D hahah and for park min yong pretty and sweet she's every guy's dream! lol i must say goo hara is not a bad bimbo :D she's doing it really well what a pretty irritating lovely brat. and for the second main actor i know him! so i can relate to the show better since he is such a cute young man too :DDD k on my 3rd episode only and i have so many comments to make already! for the next few post i guess u can already expect what i have to say HAHA!

Next, caught Johnny English Reborn yesterday :D

i must say the movie came at the right time. Though the jokes are pretty low level hahah but they do bring joy to viewers and yes it managed to eradicate all the ill feelings that i had accumulated for prelims! so i must thank the movie for providing such a great distressing pill ^^ of course the companions are equally important. haha Went to the sky garden afterwards and it was pretty cause i caught a view of the night lights due to the on going F1 race. Except that i have a complain to make Lol i could barely see anything cause i was too short.i could onl view top of most buildings -_- .yesterday was good stress relieving session!

Later, maybe im going to flea with lah-on and xing jie :D hahahahahahah! of course we have a mission too :D lol hehehehe that means today cant hang out with metta kids already ;( but its okay there is opportunity cost to everything ma. :D. anyways visited H&M, although the comments i heard aint really good but i thought it was fine and it was a better store as compared to others which are ridiculously priced right except the queue was freaking long for the fitting room but i love the fitting room for the cute hangers and heavy curtains and long mirror BUT it made me look so short in whatever i wore :( i guess i really need heels ;( ahaha BAD BAD.

o dear its school tomorrow

and on top of it we are receiving our prelim papers ALREADY!

Yeah heard other schools are still playing their ass off.

I know right cause they are smarter so they have more time, students like us need more time

DONT COMPLAIN HS ^^

Whee enjoying my last day of freedom before i get slaughtered by math tuition teacher, chem tut teacher and my bio teachers. lol

LISTEN up no matter what im going to make sure i get into NUS :D

KNOW what i want, look up about the scholarships already :D

Feels pretty good to have a mini future goal

but not very comfortable to disclose it yet

cause i can see some shocked and dumbfounded faces already

and im not ready to receive that cause im afraid i would be shaken and i would re-think again

so i guess this time :D im gonna keep this dream with me and move towards it !

wow this is really long its like a recount and a longer explanation of what happened :D

i really like my ah gong oh my younger than me in the heart so positive he is everything i wanna be when i grow old one day :D

loveeeeeeeeeeee

life's good ^^

Im happy, please be happy too everyone :D

ALEX

2011-09-22T01:28:00.003+08:00

Alex DeLeon, Alex Gaskarth .

i love Alex-es haha :D

they've got great voice, awesome guitar skills and cute too :>

all yx's fault haha :D

o no 1:38 better be sleeping soon ^^

ahh all ready to study for chemistry tomorrow.

Yeah last paper gonna own u :/

o yeah sometimes i think its good to dream be it day dream or night dream

just don't get stuck in them like how i always do.

lol blog's interesting it allows u to express it in your own way in the most comfortable way u want it to be :)

Rants

2011-09-20T14:51:00.003+08:00

ON MY LAST EPISODE ALREADYY ;'(

have been indulging chinese songs again :D

Uhh my taste is forever changing. Nothing's stagnant.

For a moment there is bigbang and the next im diving into english songs and today i miss listening to chinese music.

Haha im enjoying all these wide product varieties !

My mum have been following our footsteps too.

We are all well globalized products. Lol

moving on, i have a free day today cause i have got no ECONS ESSAY to write :D

YEAH.But that doesnt make me any happier cause STAYING at home IS BORING.

other than lappy, phon, ipod and uh MIO tv there is NOTHING else i can do.

Im not choosing sleep even though the weather is hella awesome :D

o no those are signs showing my over reliance on technology. :O

i think we will be bored to death if we are deprived of any of those above.

Was reading my tuition teacher's book yesterday night

and i came across a phrase that i really like cause it was paradoxical yet so true.

-Pain makes love more desirable and love makes pain bearable. They come together as one!

:) My teacher is really positive and her encounter makes me appreciate and live life properly and cherish the PRESENT >:D

Oh yeah i started jotting down my dates to play after prelims in case i forget !

:D hehe Friday its like shopping with crys they all and Later meeting my fav ladies for K session ^^

Sat Dont even know if there is time for my dears cause i have tuition for the whole day !!!

Sun HOPEFULLY k box with the kidddooos miss them i feel detached from them already , feel like a bystander ,a parent who no longer integrates with them. am i growing old a little too quickly :/ geesh WORRIED haha.

well, growing up not that bad since life starts to get more interesting from now yeah :D

oh ya went to the doctor already. hmm it was just an allergy so i guess the dots will go away soon :D

and my mum visited the LV floating bay already. :) she said there was a BASEMENT. so that means we can see fishy?

INTERESTING right :) so in the new future we no longer need land to build our buildings already. haha but my mum complains what if tsunami hits. Uh i dont know lol.

ANYWAY i think my mum's fashion sense is getting better!

Or maybe im getting OLDER cause i actually think that her clothes are PRETTY.

and i may even consider wearing them thats a good thing since i always running on a budget deficit literally POOR ME.

haha

Saw this quote randomly online

thought it was really sweet BUT UH it doesnt make sense ehh ARENT THEY THE SAME THEN. haha puzzled.

He isn't my boyfriend, but I love his hugs, smile, advice, kindness & the times we laugh together. I just fell in love with our friendship.♥

WA SERIOUSLY NEED TO START EXERCISING.

Never felt so unhealthy before ;( SWIMMINGGGGGGG

haha wanted to put a chinese title for the post BUT it didnt do well with the pretty so i changed it.

Teardrops on my Guitar

2011-09-17T00:50:00.002+08:00

^ he's manly and tiny eyes look ^^

^ be it the hot beggar look

halfway through the prelim battle already.

Can't stand it, for the first time i thought i may have a chance to pass or score better.

But than this feeling that i have faithfully followed betrayed me.

Shouldnt trust myself so much from the start.

Cause i thought i was right but it always turn out differently and normally in the bad light.

if this time i cant make it, i shall just....

TRY HARDER NEXT TIME RIGHT :>

ahyo never once felt accomplished every since i stepped into jc

and it feels like i never seem to do anything right here.

but fret not now i stop thinking of leaving and avoiding cause im staying and making miracles happen.

cause the ONLY WAY IS TO MOVE FORWARD right?

i wont allow myself to fall and fail like this. :D its so not me.

shall strengthen myself before the bad news hits so i can recover quickly ^^

eeeks im getting like bites all over my hands.

I guess its my bed that is always flooded with bags and clothes and sometimes books? ;/

its bad my hand looks like its infected with chicken pox ;O.

eekkkss hope the bug dies or leave soon :(

AND YESH, if u see me PLEASE DONT remind me that dear gd top and baby is coming for the F1 showcase to headline a performance.IM TRYING to resist already. How many more times will i let such opportunities past before im willing to pay to see them. Now is not the right time :D but it still pains to know that they are SO NEAR yet withtin my reach at all :( im sure they will enjoy themselves here! ~

LASTLY, my love for DBSK has rekindled haha.

NOTHING absolutely beats love in the ice. :D WHAT an imba performance feel like crying when i watch xiah's face. :D but still, nothing replaces bigbang ^^its a lifetime commitment <3

kkk feel like dying already :D cant wait for weekends to come cause my meeting my dearests :D

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song on the car i keep singing

Dont know why i do :)

YOO AH IN WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA U DRIVE ME NUTS WITH UR SMALL EYES :>

SPAMM TIME EVIDENCE :D

NOW U KNOW WHY HE IS LOVED :)

Sungkyunkwan

2011-09-08T23:42:00.003+08:00

Know whats my secret hobby for the past week ?

WATCHING SUNGKYUNKWAN scandal <3

Never knew that they had such beautiful cast like micky, park min yong and especially with CAPS

MOON JAE SHIN AND SOONG JONG KI. :D

Drooling over them every seriously every episode.

Sorry to micky but i cant stand it when i know that min yong is not going to end up with my hot beggar ;(

Its ok i shall have him then. :D

haha and o yeah went to meet a tuition teacher of mine.

A long and touching story :D

our reunion was a heartwarming one

Hope our date would come soon :D

Ok time to sleep

1 CHEM paper + 1 MATH paper + 2 topics of BIO for tomorrow ;D ^^

IMBA ME :D

and i LOVE DBSK SONGS recently - eh JYJ i mean :D

SUNGKYUNKWAN OST IS my alarm every morning :>

Xiah's voice is always so sweet to hear.

Sherman lagoon comics are good ^^

<3 Alex sherman hahahhahahahah

You & I

2011-09-02T00:29:00.002+08:00

O dear, i'm falling sick.

itchy nose, scratchy throat, headaches

always like that. tsk & pfft.

SICK AT THE WRONG PERIOD.

for the first time i feel like owning a pet :D

must be my tuition teacher and the petshop ^^

GLEE 3D ^^

Set Fire to the Rain

2011-08-31T22:45:00.005+08:00

Recently, i cant stop drowning myself in english songs

its like i can almost spell every song playing on 98.7

haha thats bad right?

Lol my tuition friend told me she wanted to buy an inspirational book to read to boost her confidence before going for prelims

and i thought that was a fantastic idea since i have to me psychologically well before i can conquer the paper right. so i asked her again that day and to my dismay the book wasn't a help at all :/

hahaha Is A levels that depressing?

but crys and i came up with an awesome song to study the colours for TM CHEERS :D

Anyways had a funny encounter at the coffeeshop one day

lol the uncle was a little perverted and the best part was i didnt even get his pervert hints till my friend explained it to me haahhahaa.

i love this song by cab recently,

the tune is so catchy and i love how he plays around with his voice ^^

It feels just like it was yesterday
We were in love
Why's it falling apart
I've never been one to walk away
But I've had enough
And it's breaking my heart

Cause you love me just the way that you should
It's nothing that you do
No it's nothing you say
Yeah baby, I know that you're good
But I don't want a good girl No, not today

Cause I want it bad I want a bad girl, baby, bad
I want a love that's crazy, yeah
I want a bad girl, baby, bad I want it bad

I want a girl who stays out too late
And when I call
She doesn't answer the phone
Oh, I want a girl who likes it her way
And through it all
I know I'll end up alone

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/the_cab/#share

its teachers day tomorrow my poor ct have to spent it alone

and neither am i returning to dunman

but soon. catching up will definitely be done once loose ends are tied up.

and my daddy's iphone screen have like cracks all over it 0.0 HEARTPAIN

I want it Bad

2011-08-29T01:00:00.003+08:00

o no i have to wake up at 7.30am tomorrow or else 2 of them will turn up at my gates tomorrow to call me up ! ;)

yup starting to study hardcore tomorrow !

please, make it work.

and i think it will work :D

haha.

wu chang - i just have to remember that phrase since ming yun zhang wo zai zi ji de shou zhong right? yeah i believe i will succeed if i try hard enough :D

at least whenever i'm tired i have them there right.

i doubt i will be tired easily

my energy bars are always around ^^

all i need is a hug or my ipod :D

anyway, my ah gong is back home already

he is one of the toughest man i have ever seen :D

he is like reaching his eighties already and yeah despite going through an operation

he looks fine really though hurting inside.

But i really really think he is so cute & glad that my cousins love him as much too :D

so heartwarming to see so. i guess he brought us closer too :D

o yeah next week IM SO GOING TO SWIM the 60 length

need to tan and stress relieve. not bad right :D

face growing fatter each day HMPhH!

im supposed to be stressed and slimming down

but its otherwise oh my mama.

i dont understand why?!?!?!?

k i need a goodnight sleep now !

VECTORS

2011-08-25T22:25:00.003+08:00

i love VECTORS ^^

i love 18/10 more :D

teachers day celebration was awesome :D

Phototaking laughing and eating ;) i enjoy spending time with time SO SO MUCH

but its coming to an end soon ;(

i dont want!

anyway just being random,

hate it when rumours go around when people whisper behind your back

maybe it was brought upon myself but

that gives you no right to judge.

since those mouths aren't mine they are uncontrollable

so shall brace myself for any malicious comments coming along

tough fight hs

but no regret never will ;)

Shall prove u wrong.

2 Weeks = PRELIMS :>

Special

2011-08-18T22:22:00.004+08:00

^ went to catch the fireworks with loved ones :)

its really calm quiet and peaceful at 12am.

loves (: NDP2011

^ ever since my micky was lost it was replaced with pooh.

havent found a name for him but everyone in class loves squeezing him ;(

^ its abi's birthday today. :) really proud how van can prepare the shirts for her!

it was a heart warming feeling back to mozart back to guitar meetings

i didnt realise how much i miss those times till i stepped back in again :D

^ this was my jts :D cute right 2 generations coming together.

i love swensen's ice cream buffet ! and jia hui xD

^ NDP buffet.

ate like 1001 sashimi :D

the meet up was the most important part but u know there is like something missing(?)

we are not that talkative as before

more kept to ourselves more barriers!

i need a holiday with them soon :(

^ pretty sister rare occasions where im willing to lend her my geek specs :D

dont we share resemblance?

i insist we do ! :D

Helloooooo

currently there is nothing much going on in life now

but there are still moments are worth living for.

Its like 83 days to A levels. o_o

yeah study hard work hard like crazy cause there is only like 9000 vacancies in uni when 20000 people are fighting with u for those places.

never felt so kiasu before in my life!

i know i don't want to taste that bitter feeling of regret cause it will eat me up inside and

No one can ever cure that feeling i know that.

Shall use photos to summarise my life :)

and hang in there :D

Time

2011-08-03T22:55:00.002+08:00

Get rid of procrastination!

Thought is Generative

Start learning, stop studying :D

Hold on to this quotes and move on hs ! no fear !

:) i really can't wait for this long holiday to come

so that ...

i can study at least 9 hours a day :>

haha do i scare u. LOL

复制人

2011-07-27T23:17:00.002+08:00

o boy, i really do love his voice :)
Let me see how is it even possible to describe how i'm feeling now.

Its like 100000000pounds laying on my heart.

it feels like nothing you do is going to make things right again

like no matter how hard you can try and u still remain there

and im getting tired of telling myself there is still glimpse of hope if u hang on

its like endless crying will not cure that pain and unhappiness

no matter how many times i shake such negative thoughts away it comes back to me again

its recurring, i know i brought it upon myself

but u cant help it right when every single thing happening around you just prove that u are worthless

This depression feeling has been here all along since year 2.

Its crazy right, like how i can hold on for so long and not crumble yet.

since i can tell im a little depress i guess my condition aint that bad yet.

i know she sees this. both of us are hurting like nobody business

But i know its essential for us to grow. Hang in there my dear, will text as soon as i have time

Dont misunderstand, i still love school cause i love friends and yeah learning But i dont know why the process of understanding them better seem so difficult. Must start to get to know them better :>

On the lighter note, Adam lambert has been on my favourite list

Perhaps its the song he sings i can relate them well with how im living now :D

yeah on Sat its my JTS yet to get my dear JUNIOR a present.

O god a sat wasted + my snail speed when will i complete my work o_o

hahahaha anyway bad mood always recently and its no good cause what im feeling is starting to show during school hours. :O

i have mmy dears to stop me thinking about it. so i guess it wont be that bad right.

FIGHTING. :)

POSITIVE/ NEGATIVE ^2 gives u positive too :DDDDD

everyone is so supportive dont wanna let them down :(

But can i do it?

Have you lost your way?
Livin' in the shadow of the messes that you made
And so it goes
Everything inside your circle starts to overflow

Take a step before you leap
Into the colors that you seek
You give back what you give away
So don't look back on yesterday

Need you now.

2011-07-17T09:59:00.003+08:00

whoo i really enjoy Lady Ant's music :)

their lyrics are always so sweet and real.

Lol and wont they form a love triangle ?!

its so hard not to fall for her right.

Yesterday and Friday was a bad day.

But i'm glad its over already. :)

Too many things happening in a day.

so many people hurting because of my unthoughtful actions

The feeling of letting everyone around you down is just so awful.

Especially if they are a part of you.

Because when they hurt, you hurt too.

No one is updating me about korean wave concert ! :(

my YG family is back in korea already.

Wonder if they will ever come back again!

and how long will it take for the 5 of them to be united once again.

biology is absolutely a crazy subject

I have to devote all my time to you

and what about the others

SO SELFISH :O

hope prom goes well!!

Hope the table matter will be settled soon ;<

and its really a small small world. :)

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time :D

Bad Day.

2011-07-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

today suck. :/

Always be my baby

2011-07-14T00:24:00.005+08:00

Feeling kind of down at first.

I guess its the stress, discomfort and pressure thats causing my indigestion.

well, glad that the torturous moment was over

cause whenever i had a thought, i felt like puking :/ even when i was eating.

haha weird to say but this time Guitar saved me ;D

i picked it up and strum a few songs

and wakaka the feelings mentioned above vanished

feeling kind of peaceful and calm now.

like its telling me everything is gonna be okay. :)

so i believe all things happen for a reason. ;)

and they are definitely not for the bad if we think of it as a good thing.

like why i re-joined guitar after 4 years.

Never knew i loved it so much and now he has a name .

Short name: Mr G , Full name:Mr G.raffe :)

Lol my pres. made me name it :D

like why a friend can appeared out of nowhere

and enter your life making me realise that

he will be there for me whenever things are bad. :)

like why she has always been there for 2 yrs.

Cause she will be the one walking with me till the end of my JC journey.

watching me, laughing with me, cheering me on

like why i have such a kind class

That affirms me that i had never regretted taking this path

cause they made life easier for me :D

except for the being too smart part! haha.

I have been searching for the 'they' in the lyrics

i was so afraid i couldnt even find one.

and realise that i have them all around me

and its all i need to reach my dreams.

and they are the first ones who make me learn that i wanna cherish them

and protect them with all my heart cause they are so dear to me.

This time i'm not afraid to give my heart to do whatever it takes to keep them close

cause i know they wont break it and they deserves it :)

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

All this will pay off, i make sure it will :)

ANYWAYYY I NEED A DOSE OF HARRY POTTER !

cant believe its ending

my favourite childhood movie :(

i have watched them grow through every movie.

i cant believe everything has its end.

Thats why there are always new beginnings.

HHAHAH SO POETIC/ inspirational today :D

No Boundaries

2011-07-11T00:22:00.003+08:00

whee i really love transformers.

Though i'm like situated at the 4 row side and the movie was like uh 2 hrs 45 min.

but it was still a good one.

I said it resembled power rangers but better version of it.

but my friend says not.

Still, it was a great movie and im glad it didnt fall short of my expectations

cause u know the feeling of watching a great movie :)

it feels so good (:

and haha i got a free Massage after the movie what more can i ask for :D

k and i did something really significant during the weekends

forget about the homework and stuff.

Xing and I signed up for this crazy elective known as climbing via ferrata and abseiling.

seriously, i have never done such a strenuous and life threatening activity in my life.

and i doubt i willl ever have the guts to lay my hands on those rungs again.

Heres the summary !

-30m high/ 4 stories high?

- Metal rungs

-some safety gadgets and my favorite lobster claws

-smelly helmets haha

-Gloves.

thats all u need to climb and of course your guts & your partner ;D

so heres what i did. put on safety gadgets, listened closely to the instructions, held on to my dear life , praying deeply, shivering like a pig at every pause,didnt dare to even tilt my head to see my progress, gathered their motivations, sweat like i ran a 10km race, teared and thoughts of giving up but im in the middle of no where, got confused with my left and my right.Thats what u can anticipate, muscle sore and its hard to propel body upwards and forward cause i fear of falling - but the point is I DIDNT GIVE UP AND STILL MADE IT TO THE END RIGHT. :D

so that wasnt the end k.

Whats awaiting is the abseiling from 30m all the way to the ground.

HAHA the wait was crazzy and i was all ready to chicken out cause there is a lift waiting out there for me and it takes me right down to the 1st story and out of the 12 story building.

but i wont do such a thing cause i PAID for the activity and i wanted to cross boundaries.

:) so with an insane mind i went to try.

WA when i was standing on the wooden board that gives u a bird eyes view of the entire landscape of the building i almost fainted.HAHA cant control my peeeee. Lol thank god the instructors could read our nervous expressions and he started cracking jokes. I didnt realise it at that moment but that trick work on me cause i loosen up and listened to him and talked him and the height didnt matter anymore :) so yeah yx and i get to abseil together :D it was a blast :D quite easy as compared to climbing rocks but the rope burned !! and i lose control several times. But for a first timer i it was not bad except for the pathetic landing where my ass hits the floor with a thud and i couldnt get up at all cause i was hell exhausted.

Well at least i felt accomplished.

I guess i needed an achievement like that to get an aproval of myself

and this came just in time.

Every night before i close my eyes

i would replay the song no boundaries, Desperate for encouragement

and yeah i cry to it every night.

haha studying is not killing me. Its me thats not moving on but at least its better now :D

i think no i mean i can do it and will do it no matter what :D

the songs will help me and someone will be there for me to shoulder my pain.

okayy batt dying.

and life is seriously full of unexpected scenarios its like things happening these days are started to get out of my control

maybe im just letting go and let it lead me while i just follow life.

hahaha just that u never know whats going to come around everytime

and it pops by when u least expect it :D

Great feeling though.peach green tea

haha. Nights.

Stay positive !

Jar of Hearts

2011-07-04T10:19:00.003+08:00

Enjoyed my class chalet thoroughly

though the place was hmm really rundown but the people were full of warmth and delightful to be with :D

hehehe and our personal skilled photographer brought his "umbrella" along to beautify the photos :)

shall elaborate more when i have time k

cause im rushing off to shopping ! AGAIN.

GOD I kinda starting to dislike buying things cause i hate it when i have to spend moneyyy :(

oh yeah i wanna catch transformers soon

cause heard it was a nice one !!

and hope my lovely 8 cousins will be able to watch the last part of harry potter with me

since we watched part 1 to 7 together !! so sweeett right :D

hahahaha and i saw a lil girl lock lips with junho ~ Envious ttm :D

he is superrrrrr cute :B

me tooo JUNHO!

kkkkk anw i just started on Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakami :)

used my blood sweat savings to buy k :D

hope it will be a good one !

since i eyed it for a long time already :D

HANDS UP

2011-07-01T12:08:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah.

JCT's over. It sucks big time. U's are not unfamiliar anyway. :/

Anyway, enjoyed myself with crys & adi at ice skating ring yesterday

i felt i did a great job coaching them hahahah they could move !!

Later , it will be our first time ever spending a night together with the class at a chalet.

yx say many staying over.

Omo Ultra excited and delighted !!

gonna spam photos like hella.

My teacher's the best he ordered like tons of food for us and its free

the only pity is that he cant join us :(

its okay i believe there is manyyy more to come :D

poor me have to attend tuition tomorrow

im so gonna die and after that im going shopping somemoree !! :O

first money lost ;second sleep gone.

i really love jiyongie (: actually the entire YG :)

福氣又安康

2011-06-24T12:22:00.002+08:00

That book is superrr nice to read ;)

hehe i love chinese books ^^

make me tempted to watch the series !

BIO CMI.

Havent started at all ! Omo. Its okay there's still hope ^^

O no gonna be late for tuition !;(

These days life is super peaceful its just me + my books.

i kinda miss it :D

I love my M&M ear sticks that is same as fel!

I miss my eighteen ten dearly and its wonderful to see familiar faces again !

I need to learn how to chew while eating cause im like practically swallowing my food bad bad !

i feel lazy !

JCT

2011-06-22T22:05:00.003+08:00

cause now i know what it means to me.everything.

im so damn fucking scared. :(

but i will not forget to stay optimistic :D

these days i cant think of anything else.

thats it. 5am tomorrow im gonna be up and ready.

The script

2011-06-12T15:39:00.004+08:00

^ introducing min woo from boyfriend!

seriously i dont really like fan-girling but this guy is kindda cute ^^

and hey he dance well k :)

and moving on to my K- stuff :D

-im back with wgm! chinese subbers are really fast so i got to watch khuntoria and woojung couple today :)!

-hahah and i wanna find a new dance to learn

-uhh i missed my Galileo show on friday night and its upsetting me right now !

heyhey

i kinda love this new simple, pretty ,blogskin here ;)

haha i choose this cause it was the easiest to manipulate.

Blame it on my poor technical skills so i guess this is the best i can do.

o yeah i have yet link people up here !

and i guess my mac have been giving me warnings ;/

he needs a doctor soon :(

he keeps shutting off by himself and its worry me a little. D:

hais. please don't give up on me so soon mac-ky ;'(

last but not least,

im not sure if its okay to embed such videos but im really in love with his guitar playing :D

cause his guitar sings !

he is making me jealous all the time ;)

i really like him+ his guitar :D

sungha jung :)

i need a capo :D

Galileo

2011-06-11T18:52:00.002+08:00

^ my tic took this with her IPHONE :D

pretttty rightt ;}

damn proud hehe.

oh my goodness

the craving for a saturday night movie is damn bad!!!!

But what can i do when all the showtimes in the east are have been conquered by others who are much faster than me ;(

WAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIILLLLLLLLLS.

i thought i could spend papa's day with da super cute kung fu-ee panda :/

k i shall request for pepper lunch for dinner :D hahahhah

i wanna learn how to tie dutch (?) braid !!!!

keep failing cause i don't have eyes on my back D:

why cant i have fingers like my sis ?!

o yah i cant wait for chalet on monday :D

i hope it will turn out like the previous years

just that this time its less playing more mugging-not but singing/jamming ^^

And my heart heart heart is so jetlagged

isnt she lovely

2011-06-05T14:16:00.004+08:00

this is how i survived in the library im so gonna get diabetes ;(

^ i didnt come up with this :)

its from starbucks i really love the drink and the picture so i drew it :D

too lovely to be wasted ;)

Isn't she lovely

Isn't she wonderfull

Isn't she precious

Less than one minute old

I never thought through love we'd be

Making one as lovely as she

But isn't she lovely made from love

i really love this song from glee :D

so gonna learn it on guitar and force my sis to sing it with me :D

haha !

ONE WEEK PASSED! DANG !

im not prepared for 2nd week yet ! :x

this time u must ace, no excuses, mug !!!

oh yeah finishing IRIS already ;D

yeap i really like it though its super political but its a good one.

new exposure :)

and super duper thrilling

my sister say top is fat ! ;(

too bad i still love him ;D

X-men first class

2011-06-02T21:09:00.003+08:00

i wasn't really satisfied with this one.

i guess i expected much more.

After Wolverine's story, i fell in love with X men.

cause he was really the epitome of hotness ha!

But wolverine only came out for like 1 second -.-

Though the previous X-men series were definitely much better and more action but yeah i fail to catch it :(

Still, it was not bad.

love magneto and lucas till and professor X! :D

went with some classmates and we went to played pool after that.

oo i really cant wait for class chalet and maybe our ice-skating outing?

Baby don't cry, just give me your smile.

how can such things happen to dae ;/

i dont know why but when i saw articles about how dae felt about the accident

i felt worried cause he kept crying but i have faith in dae.

it really pains my heart. His smile defines him, the sunshine boy

Please don't let this incident rob his smile.

im sure vips will give him strength, Bigbang members will give him comfort.

Dae~ fighting !

i miss your sunshine smile

So tomorrow, its back to my routine life !

10am-9pm its l-i-b-r-a-r-y time

seriously, i adore that place.

it forces me to study like no matter what.

although its sounds insane

and im pretty sure that the library will be filled with tj people by the end of june!

so scary right. :/

haha now i really wanna catch Kung fu panda 2 ! :]

IRIS :D - is so confusing ! but i loving it :D

they have the best cast u can ever find in korea :D

Kick that inferiority complex in you away.

stop looking down on yourself !

exude some confidence.

You dont need to hide.

just be you.

The island

2011-05-28T22:06:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah baby its holiday !

haha i keep forgetting that and i need people around me to constantly remind me.

started my chemistry tuition today.

hmm in short my teacher is amazing

he remembers all the e0 values for transition elements without having to bat an eyelid.

o yeah and its holiday time for new nail colour!

Etude house is having 30% storewide even for nail polish waaaaaaaa~

i like ft-island return cause its cute and good :D jae jin is back to his mesmerizing boyfriend look (Y)

and its time for iris :D

My mummy's watching it with me yeah lets drool over top together :)

and omg there's XMEN KUNGFUPANDA HANGOVER2 BEASTLY HARRY GREEN LANTERN which to choose leh OMO :(

and i rented the island. :)

my ct allowed us to watch it super futuristic and action pack :)

so im catching it with my sis :D so nice right.

last but not least My dmn family :)

i met them i met them finally

the dinner was awesome !!

the laughing over table was endless

i miss so many of their faces even my teacher was there !

my guitar section their touching notes.

made me feel even more guilty for not leading well.

that really gave me a confidence booster and strength to shake away all the pessimism within.

the rsaf event was an eye opener ;)

the air show was spectacular

the tanks are super cool ~ :)

and i didnt know my email sounded so vulgar till today haha

need to change it soon

wakakakaka my sis uses a pen cover to clip her hair.wthh

i shall go watch my iris lo :D

Just a kiss

2011-05-21T23:57:00.003+08:00

Find me a dream, can you make one for me?

I need a motivation !

its badly needed.

im thirsting for it.

its been a long time since i ever tried hard for something

this time important as it is, but maybe its the people or the failures or the disturbance or my lacking self discipline or my never-reaching goals or my aimless future.

For once i find no purpose in studying.

i know its essential for future but like its something unattainable or somewhat far away

i cant feel the sense of urgency.

someone has to pull me out of this or save me.

i need an environment that arouses my competitive spirit

without being put down again and again

cause im tired of trying so

i succumb to distractions -dong yi, guitar, sleep

so as to avoid all the work but i know i will love it when i get in tune with it soon again

i need my co enzyme, my catalyst ,someone who trust me or have faith in me, someone to push / scold or force me.

cause i really hate myself like this :(

0 motivations useless and unhappy

the more i plunge into leisure activities, the greater the pang of guilt.

it feels better releasing this guilt

but its useless if nothing is done.

i shall wake up at 6 tomorrow! to complete CHEM :}

hear the alarm please !!!

im having itchy nose grrrr! SNEEZE ><

im fine ;)

listen to Dong Yi's ost tracks cause they are really great.

the drama's catchy too. haha.

shall end off with my recent craze : Lady Ant. Just a kiss

sweetest lyrics you ever hear :D

Lying here with you so close to me
It's hard to fight these feelings
When it feels so hard to breathe
Caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile~

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright with just a kiss goodnight~

Fiction

2011-05-19T00:23:00.003+08:00

Playnation's awesome place next time must bring friends along !

o god

recently good movies are pouring in !

im worrying for my time and money DISCIPLINE HS :(

haha.

eh CHEM CHEM CHEM REMEDIAL

bye !

my bio cher is so nice today ~

ah tan, shee & ed wheee miss them ttm :D

JQ is such a loving bitching partner. lol we talk nicely :)

27th come soon ^^

Guitar concert

2011-05-16T00:34:00.005+08:00

^ class peeps with nice hearts :D

of course theres some more !

^tickets sold all 8 :D

In a nutshell,

Guitar Concert yesterday it was the best night of my live.

i went home at a crazy time of 1:16 am.

Obviously, i got reprimanded quite badly

but it was inevitable !

the massive group of us hog the entire stretch of tables at simpang (?)

as we dug into our pratas and drinks after the operation for the day.

it was the prettiest ending, the sweetest one , the one without any regrets

everyone brought a smile home with them.

we showed off well on stage

The audience made it perfect,

our members were high spirited

we were a bonded ensem

for the first time i understood the term one large ensemble, we sound as one.

that feeling of contentment overflowing, heart exploding, tears spilling, tight hugs explains what i felt yesterday :)

It was a perfect piece of memory.

Now im still feeling upset that we wont get to play as one together anymore !

thank you tj guitar ensemble :D

i owe it all to u .

wonderful people

and chang and yq who came all the way down to support :D

Today i woke up thinking it was all a dream.

a beautiful one.

ARGH but i wasted an entire day doing I DONT KNOW WHAT

cause i couldn't even account for the hours i have wasted

My life's still in a mess

after guitar officially ended.

we still have camp and hustings o god.

and i have yet found my drive my momentum to start studying

One month is nothing compared to those who already started

and here i am still wasting my time pondering over trivial and insignificant past events.

looks like my extra cme lessons today have yet set an effect on me ! ;x

tomorrow will be a brand new start

it will be.

i wanna end my tj life with a pretty fullstop with A's on my cert :D

put in hard work already will u if u know u are slower and dumber than any individual in TJ !

yeah someone just got to knock it into my head

i need a wake up call!

before i forget ;)

Avril is damn pretty

crystal treated me to a free ticket to her concert !

short it maybe but her voice owns it all

be it old all new

her vocals swept everyone present there that night :D

i never knew she could sing that well and she's cute

hehe.

All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Oh yeah meeting my sec school mates soon :D

i really want to see them

need to know how they are doing

need to find my chinese speaking mates back

its uncomfortable when i dont speak it for a long time .

IM SO GONNA HUG SHEE SHEE when i see that pretty lady

of course yan mei will be hugged too :>

i know she wants it hehehehehehee

I MISS THEM SO MUCH. k hope wk will be there too :}

oh yeah tuesday with cousins is gonna be a blast :D

of course PLAY HARD i will work equally HARD :D

i need fel !

if she weren't a girl i wouldn't mind spending my entire life with her :)

its scary how u can find someone so identical to u.

be it our shoe size, our height, our taste in guys

and how we would sms each other to ask the same thing

how we would wear the same top out

we are so damn alike.

amazing uh. haha

everytime i step into the class, i feel like the kind side of me just cant help but show itself.

everyone seemed to transform into their nice-self

i really love that feeling.

But u know whenever i leave that room,

the evil world and evil distractions cant maintain my kind side for long

soon i succumb back to that lazy self of me.

my messy room, handwriting, low productivity show signs of my reals self that i really dislike

its hard like you said to be nice and follow rules all the time

and when that fails

my mood fails too ;(

im still in search of my lost good habits

and have yet found it.

but i will find it.

i believe u will lead me to the answer ;)

i cant get enough of adam levine's sexy voice. haha

its my dear xing's b'dae tomorrow !

i really admire her and love her for who she is ;)

she's amazing friend of mine.

glad i know her i will cherish it well :)

officially missing you

2011-05-07T00:28:00.001+08:00

^ this is her song (maddie) :D

^ touched ^^

its 12;34 AM !

and i'm officially missing you :)

i have no idea what had gotten over me these days

but my guitar mr giraffe have completely dominated my nights !

cant stop playing songs :D

wakaka its either my pres have been too influential or i was amaze by musical people around me or i just need a source of escapism haha .

and yeah i influenced my bestie too

crys is playing guitar now like nobody's business

im starting to understand their obsession towards guitars ^^

DAMN pissed today !

guitar went up to announce our concert and our juniors were playing the visa theme song

and we were supposed to whoo hoo whoo dadida

but we couldnt even hear a thing cause not a single mic is provided :(

AIGO how will people know aboout guitar concert like this !@!!#321 grrr

o no !

day by day i am becoming more and more interested in english songs

im losing touch with my korean pop ~

nooooooo i wont let it happen :D

BIGBANG BIGBANG woohoo !

school ended pretty early today cause we had to evacuate by 12 cause our school is gonna be a polling centre for tomorrow ! YAY :D

well, everyone is pretty into political stuff these days as it had become a hot topic in our school

i hear them everywhere ! ;)

yay my aunt book somewhere special and we can go there to play wii

and xbox kinect blah blah hahahaha CANT WAIT :D

V.Laris.Germ.Rach.Sissy.Gerald should be going tooo :D

soo cool never been there before.

i wanna do something crazy.

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop

Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go

‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away

And today I’m officially missin’ you

MATH TEST

2011-05-02T21:39:00.003+08:00

^ my v.i.p boy :)

love the twins new cover -breakeven :)

their music just get better !

its my mum's birthday but she threw the candles away

electrocuted liazards :(

praying on something that never happen.

dont hope too much anymore !

it brings disappoints.

think less :)

'm still alive but I'm barely breathing

Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in

'Cause I got time while she got freedom

'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven

Her best days will be some of my worst

She finally met a man that's gonna put her first

While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping

'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I suppose to do

When the best part of me was always you and

What am I suppose to say

When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding

'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving

And when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I gonna do

When the best part of me was always you

And what am I suppose to say

When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah

[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/s/script-lyrics/breakeven-lyrics.html ]

I'm falling to pieces

(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)

I'm falling to pieces

('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain

You took your suitcase, I took the blame

Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh

'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing

Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in

'Cause I got time while she got freedom

'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't break

No it don't break, no it don't breakeven, no

What am I gonna do

When the best part of me was always you

And what am I supposed to say

When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces

(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)

I'm falling to pieces

('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

Oh, it don't breakeven, no

Drifting

2011-05-01T00:12:00.004+08:00

LOVE :D

lol i do realise i have been posting alot lately !

thats because im real lazy even though im busy tsk tsk :(

hate the internet

hate myself D;

im not gg to succumb to temptation like what u said !!!!

saw maddie in sch on friday. OMG i miss her so muchhie ;)

waakaaa hop hc camp was a blast for dear crys,adilah & mad :D

hhehehe

heard my guitar junior played an awesome song check it out

its awesome how u can do stuff like this on guitar ! ~^^

Drifting - Andy Mckee

wakkaaa i dl-ed a new itouch app that allows me to msg other itouches

so let me know if u have that app k

so we can msg for free ;D

wheee

im worried bout smth ;/

But feels helpless cause i dont know how to solve it.

lets wait and see.

please save her.

next, YAY im finally going to reconcile with nigel tmr :)

i miss that lil kid like @$%&*(*&%^&*(

O YEAH here comes my cameo ~

and recently, im enjoying afterschool's shampoo :D

waa super nice songs, pretty girls and sleek dance moves ^^

love this tune in the starting :)

its AWEEESOME.

o yeah guitar gt a silver.

dmn got a gwh.

i didnt know how to feel. on one hand tears started spilling when results for tj guitar was mention on the other im in awe for dmn guitar.

but my heart responded strongly to the former.

BIGBANG's coming :)

my heart's fluttering

i have to get past my mummy first.

hope my jia family is coming tmr !

jiaying ahhh tsk tsk pe also can sprain leh

jiaxin bdae surprise tmr ;D

i seriously miss k box ;(

but i got no voice!!

DAE

2011-04-28T23:32:00.002+08:00

Baby don't cry.

happy birthday to my dae sunggie ;)

love his awesome new cut

love his sad song

love his high notes.

and i know he loves top :D

i need your album DAE! :)

im waiting.

Happy belated birthdayy to my dae

your voice brings warm to many and cure broken hearts :D

CPR

2011-04-24T00:04:00.003+08:00

GOT MY LIFESAVER's cert today :D

not some big thing but

mannequins are really hard to pump

but they are real fun to toy with :)

glad my lovely cousins passed it too :D

well,

i left one day to study for bio test :/

three days for miracle to happen so that we can clinch a gold for syf

5 days for chem test to occur

this week sucks

i foresee cries, ;laughter, pissed faces, stress and anxiety.

but im soooo tired ;(

weell at least the presence of WGM cheers me a lil

maybe more than a lil

its fun to watch them hahha

esp when theirs look real perfect and hilarious

where in reality its not always this case

still staying illusion does make me happier :D haahhaha

and pls let CNBLUE COME

so jx can go with me !!!!!!

starting over . Tony parson :)

Starting over

2011-04-22T00:18:00.000+08:00

My heart spells..

BIGBANG

GIRAFFE

GUITAR

these days :)

haha a dose of sungha jung really does help to induce sleep cause he's so awfully cute :D

at the age of eleven the acoustic looks way to big for him

oh yeah no school tmr :D

STupid liar

2011-04-17T23:24:00.002+08:00

^ not my photo :) but he makes my day :D

I WANT GOLD WITH HONOURS FOR GUITAR ENSEMBLE ! :D

Please grant me that wish or else i don't know how i'm going to complete my A's too ;(

i wanna see them sooo much!!!! :0

love my panda-ri hahhhaha!!

i've made up my mind :D

i will fly to korea when i'm 21 to catch BIGSHOW with my very own eyes (Y)

yeah VIP :D

and when i see them i'll sing enchanted :D

This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you.

o yeah New season WGM is really good too ;)

love the brave couple/ woojung couple too :D

FULL of CHEMISTRY ^^

yay my favourite animal recently is giraffeeeee ;)

i learnt it from guitarrrrr andddd diversityyyyy :D

ok im leaving my chem needs me ! GRRRRR

i wanna catch movies but there's no time.

i wanna eat dinner at 7pm but guitar ends at 8.

i wanna sleep for 8 hours but i only eat my pillows at 12

i wanna read Norwegian Wood but i cannot even finish Starting over.

;( so many things to do so little time!!!!

JC2

2011-03-31T23:01:00.003+08:00

^ they make me feel like a family

^ this is y i love them till now :)

^ im kinda biased towards this boy these days

^ everything about him is lovely :D

one third of JC2 have past !

o no i am still not making enough progress ;(

and my march common test really proves it.

the ANXIETY that i feel is awful.

but i cant neglect my guitar ensemble too

i can feel their desire to clinch our rightful gold :)

so its not the time to give up yet !

HANG IN THERE WOMAN U CANT DIE YET !!

met my wifey recently

for a SHORT while

lol we cut bangs AND we wore the same kind of top unanimously

thats why she is my wife :D haha

miss talking to her !

recently, my class have been preparing something.

scanned through many many photos brought back much memories ;)

its really sweet i think :)

we all miss her :D

and i hope she love it cause i know she will !! :D

i miss metta ;(

MY JIA family !! we need to K soon :D

back to math tutorial !

LAST BUT NOT LEAST i have to flaunt :D

I BOUGHT BIGBANG BIGSHOW SHIRT FROM UNIQLO.

i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it like nobody's business.

well there is no size s- its ok, cause M fits fine

it cost 25 bucks - its ok, cheaper than what i had thought

there is limited designs left - nevermind as long as its bigbang im fine :D

YEAH <: OMO im so happy

and watching them all day makes me crazy :)

I CANT STOP.cause they are tooooo cute and i dont see anyone else :)

FireWork

2011-02-01T22:28:00.003+08:00

^ i look really spastic here. HAHA who cares cause they are my favs up there :)

CRYS.XING.A-DEE-LAH.

loves :)

hey, New Year's round the corner people.

lets get fat together :) *TWIST*

However, this year i don't really feel the festive mood nor the atmosphere.

Perhaps its the rain that lasted for 2days or i didnt visit chinatown to immerse in the bustling city or maybe its just Orientation that made me channelled all my energy and focus to it only and nothing else.

Indeed, it was a fun period and still is.

Cause we dont go for lessons, we do not have HW for the moment, we get to cheer like nobody business, we get to partake in MASS DANCE ! and of course we get to know cute & AWESOME ogms ;). My og6 is damn cute k. Love them like %##^@&@. ha ! They are a bunch of so cool people :D But still improving as an ogl :D cause i still cant communicate well with them :x

i like her courage i think its cool :)

i guess sometimes i have to shed my fear and care-less about what people see

cause i will be covering myself up too much till i dont see me at all

but all other people. Its hard for me not to think about what people says.

But let go.

and be U may not be a bad thing at all. :)

we underwent the same thing. not exactly but almost.

HATE it u know how uncomfortable it was, how upsetting it was.

so i want to help u so that you wont have to pull through alone like how i did.

it will be quite long /quite short. depends. on how fast both are willing to let go.

so being alone is fine choice too :)

crushing is a fun thing, committing is hard to say :/

thats me, what learnt from myself.

Everyone is good and bad.

Its just the side that you want to see.

so i don't believe in absolutes.

red lucky colour. 6 my lucky number :)

GD & TOP - Don't Go Home

2011-01-30T22:27:00.000+08:00

they are oozing with cuteness best stage ever :)

love the song and their lil drama.

GD is so damn hot.

this cures everything :)

so if u are feeling depressed,

this dose of med would def cure your illness cause they are sooo sweet :D

cutting scores. opps its damn low quality ;x

love my cousins :D

TING and EN :D

hehehe they love gd&top tooo

sissy birthday

2011-01-30T01:09:00.004+08:00

^ KEZA UNITE WE WANNA SEE YOU FIGHT ^^

its my sis birthday today.

yea im sure she's happy :)

cause the people closest to her spent much time with her.

my cousins her close friends and of course her family ;)

but i never do much so i'm quite upset with myself ;(

i will salvage the situation.

Orientation and my recurring illness keep hindering me from my routine

so i find it hard to keep pace with things.

haha thanks to my sister i get a sumptuous treat from swensen.

:D with my throat burning. my mood was dampening but i still ate good food :)

and had free ice cream.

i really love the cover for just a dream

and im enjoying much from og :D

we had lunch successfully and they getting HIGH HIGHER each day.

bought heels :D with my sissy today !!

im so tired.lets stop here.

Just a Dream

2011-01-26T22:25:00.002+08:00

its tomorrow !

:) my ogm's are coming tomorrow.

like always hope we can all clique well eventually.

yes, my heart goes thump thump im worried i cant do well

but i will do my best

hey flu and fever so stop hindering me k.

give me 3 weeks grace , i will cherish my weak body and

make sure i run and run and run and

do sit ups and more sit ups . i promise.

i dont want to let ogl and ogm down tomorrow. :(

so i guess after 2 videos on big bang night after night hopefully my illness is

miraculously cured and i will survive tomorrow :D

failed again and again. be it chem or guitar or anything

i keep falling whenever i try.

maybe im not trying hard enough maybe its a test for me

since i challenged that sec school is not as taxing

but jc is no joke :(

haha jc1 coming tomorrow will understand

pain, torture, hair loss, crying and wailing

but what you get out from jc is worth it :)

so keep continue trying hs !!!!

if u cant play, you can practice.

if you cant score, you can study

if u fall, you can stand

if u give up, its all over :DD

so depressing right, but u will be amaze at how strong a person can be. :)

im like a rubber band stretching myself to the max. ouch it sure hurts, hope it dont snap !

And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.

Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?

Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.

bigbang again

2011-01-22T00:01:00.003+08:00

^ this image is nt mine!

watched gd&top go on sbs night after night :)

Top seriously look like a pure handsome man

Love how the members interact in there.

A lot of little secrets exposed haha!

love them uber much :D

geez got so much hw ! econs and math vectors !!

GAMBATEH !!

YAY i got songs in my touchie

and my friends are all laughing over my hotmail :(

they are so idiotic! haha inside joke la :)

VVIP

2011-01-20T23:21:00.005+08:00

haha guess my biggest motivation to blog once again.

yeah its this special date :)

my baby from big bang released his mini-album!

and i cant explain how much im lovin' it and how much joy this news had brought to me ;)

hmm one thing about baby that s stagnant -he's hairstyle! it feels or maybe its me. i felt a change but only a slight one. i like baby better with his fringe down -cute- but he is cooler this way :)

well, the dance moves are sleek. VVIP reminds me of jiyong when i see baby. What do you want me to do reminds me of taeyang's dance. :) but still baby shone in his own way :D i could somehow feel his utmost sincerity and blood sweat while producing his album :) it must be pretty stressful after releasing his own album after his hyungs. hope g-ri can perform on stage it would be darn awesome no doubt ;) all this comebacks are making and tempting me to want more from them. its less than a month to their comeback :) i really hope it would be tomorrow but the suspense feels good :D :D :D and lastly, i wanna compliment baby's vocals. Its strong :) so strong it makes me touch when you sing ;D

i like baby more in VVIP. cause he's cuter there and it feels like the real him so bubbly and adorable :)

okay enough of spazzing.

eh saw news about KARA disbanding. Hope its not true! ;(

kara hwaiting! not a ultimate fan and i guess fans must be wailing away right now.

but i respect kara much much too !

today, i had my first chemistry lecture test in 2011.

pretty screwed up i would say cause the stuff that was tested was mostly from past topics that i hadnt recab :O yea u know the result.

so to cure this depression,

i went dinner with mum at tm :D haha i saw my friends there but didnt call them ;x hahaha

and i SHOPPED again :( okay bought a present for sis:D bought like a damn long dress which dont fit my short legs HMM. who cares :D hahaahahahahhah

so i gave hw a miss today cause i had to handle class tee stuffs too ;( HAIYO.

it was a tough week i must say. guitar test school life hardships troubles criticism they never stop coming after me but i guess all these can be overcome if i stay positive and i devised a way to be positive 1.music therapy :) listen to my kpop songs helps load 2. read my 18 reasons to be happy lol 3. watch BB videos 4. READ jodi picoult's book 5. cry and sleep. so i guess no matter how hard a problem is, how much i hate to dwell on it, i have to get over it fast and move on. Jc is really about pacing and adapting. and through this grueling 2 years. yes i hate it yes i complained about it and yes i have seen and felt so much more in every aspect but yes it made me stronger independent and a lil more confident than before. Every pain teaches you a lesson i guess and i have a lot more to learn, a lot of pain to experience :/ opps the info feels too dense and chim and too opinionated.

okay on the light side :D

im doing recycling with school soon !

im going wth cpay and jaixin for NEW YEAR Pretty clothings :D

Im starting on vectors soon :D

im swimming on sundays :D

IM reading a not bad book 13 reasons :D

okay thats it bye :D

i love my clothessssssss

end of holidays

2011-01-08T00:24:00.004+08:00

heyyy

:) its the end of holidays lo.

good and bad

glad to reunite with cg18/10

sad cause i have to bid goodbye with mackie for sometime.

well well well A's comes above everything all and

another good thing is that

i will stop being a spendthrift and splurge on never ending materialistic demands

no no no im becoming a shopaholic and the addiction doesn't reside.

My cupboard is bursting and i don't give a damn about it but kept squeezing new pieces into the bursting wardrobe i guess that's partly what being seventeen is about.

Well, my addiction for shopping is further proven when i went to shop with c.pay today at far east cum orchard.

those glaring pieces of clothings are starring at me and testing my limits for them

i remembered turning down a rubi bag for 10 bucks that is still so cute now that i think of

and rejecting a vintage bag that made me entered the shop twice as well as walking away from a flowery dress that was only near 20. i thought i was remarkable and i had to be cause i had only 20 with me and it should be used wisely as it was my allowance for the weekends.so yea, it was a great start to becoming a stingy person? haha but i still succumb to temptation when picked up a hello kitty bottle from daiso, a cute scrunchie from elitrend. PROUD of ya, hs :)

another purpose for posting today cause,

i heard adam is not doing wgm anymore.

well, when i saw those words splashed all over allkpop.

my heart sank. big bang couldnt cheer me up though i desperately sort for big bang videos and photos for utmost comfort. i read and re read articles about adam and every single article just prove how fast adam episodes were coming to an end. i couldnt breathe. when i blurted this news to my sis she just stared at me and i could see her pupils dilating.the disappointment was wow it came so unexpectedly after that romantic episode on the ice skating rink. i knew it would come one day but not so soon. i couldnt handle it. i couldnt cry just felt lost. Saturdays without adam to look forward too maybe that could help me concentrate better. so i went to grab whatever videos they had online so that they wouldn't be gone when they leave the show. im upset and still is.thank god its not ending this week. i dare not watch their live at radio station in fear i may just cry like what gain did. :( But adam was my great source of happiness other than big bang. so it felt like a part of me was missing, gone. But they will be remembered by me forever :) cause they are the best ultimate couple in wgm forever ;) so i will still look forward to kkhap kwon and chic gain activities cause im sure those talented idols will amaze us in whatever field they continue to venture to and im believe their love goes on too even when the shows end. :)

tomorrow im attending a birthday party OMO

its been a long long time since i attended one.

hope i will feel their youth-ness and get influenced by them too :)

and did i say that im in love with

tvxq- keep your head down cause the live was nothing to say :)

mblaq's- cry cause the dance was so freaking Hot and the song was damn good.

and GD TOP -oh yeah as the RAP was one of the catchiest i heard and bom's voice is seriously OH yeah :)

cleaned the mozart today with my exco mates :)

going to ogl camp tmr :)

wanna buy a new school bag

IM SUCH A NAGGY SHORT LADY:(

Big bang

2010-12-31T22:22:00.003+08:00

random and yes ugly unglam image of me but who cares ;>

well, i never get tired of korean songs uh.

watched kbs and sbs gayo daejun of course i will not be missing out mbc too :D

haha its new year's eve going over to my cousin's house and they havent even called :(

well, :D spending my countdown with them is def the best needless to say :)

went to see the docs today.

got plenty of medicine from him

and antibiotics apparently suck the most like eww much

i had to gulp down like 10 sweets to cure that weird taste

and thats making me diabetic.

hehe i was watching and spamming big bang vids as usual

;)

their variety show is uber cute and its really rare to watch yg artist go on variety shows these days uh.

i guess my infatuation for them wouldnt end so shortly here.

i can see a long way maybe 5 years or 10?

i dont know when it will end but definitely dont want it to end.

a vip once forever and until whenever :)

crazy me. but i know vips will understand. im so into them already

jiyong's talents. tabi's eyes. yongbae's sleek movements. baby's forever gag and cuteness. daesunggie smile and heavenly voice :)

i love them :)

oh yeah

2010-12-30T23:57:00.002+08:00

Hey yo

went shopping today ;)

AHYO i spent money and bought stuff again today.

Im so lethargic now so i cant think of anything to post about

guitar is stressing me, hw too, grades, math test, financial issues, countdown to 2011, clss bbq, r/s OMO.

im such a sad teenager haha

but there are certain things that could have been done better from above.

OKAY shall start studying tmr :)

damn hard freaking hard.

o ya self note : sectionals on 3rd

bbq on 2nd :D math test 5th

4/5/6/7 GOT GUITAR OGl

i really wanna cry :(

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

well, watch sbs gayo daejun next is kbs den mbc.

i feel so guilty

better bury my head in books

hais these few days

im really cranky i feel as if all the kindness/ good side has been used up

and im turning iinto an ultra meanie OMO

so its so upsetting hais.

teenage woes uh.

like S-T-R-E-S-S only. :'(

wives

2010-12-16T00:38:00.003+08:00

my sister's not here. there's only 8 of us.

This i must admit is a good tool in confiding not entirely but partially.

had dinner with amy and yx today at ikea. awesome one :)

bringing a neighbour who is equivalent to my little brother to my sec sch tmr !

since he is aspiring to enter the sch i have once been to which filled me with more than enough pleasant memories which sent me more than enough wives that i couldn't live without (:

they are like my pillars keeping me from falling.

well, instead of complaining how guilty i felt how i could have done better

i shall stay by u give u the strength that u have given me for the past 4 years

and i make sure u will emerge stronger than ever.

it was a regret i wasnt there. im disappointed and furious at myself for that.

but i'll be there and we will all be too.

from now to forever and whenever

i promise for myself.

HIGH HIGH

2010-12-14T23:58:00.003+08:00

i cant stand it but i have to rant here.

i miss it i cant believe i did.

i love the duo they mean like WOW to me, shall describe it in new future when i find the appropriate words to do so.

i cant believe i missed their premiere.

i remember loading it on macky but it refused too.

i waited furiously i didnt know they would take it down

ok im upset super duper mega ultra upset

browsing through the photos that were colour splashed all over allkpop website

made it even more regretful.

i may sound crazy to some.but they are irresistible to me.

i may be slightly more bias towards the duo cause my favorites are the both

but that don't reduce my love for the other trio

cause i simple adore big bang as a whole.

i cant wait for their comeback as a whole

it will be daebak !

i missed it 2 years ago in korea while skiing

i missed it 2 months ago during kpop night concert

i missed it a few hours to catch their debut

i missed many big show concerts and yg family concert.

This time im not allowing myself to miss any of their comeback anymore.

bigbang hwaiting!

anyways i cant wait for MARY to come out ^^ im missing JGS alreadyy omo ~

G dragon

2010-12-13T00:06:00.004+08:00

hello ^^

TADA its big bang seung ri's baby's birthday yesterday! its belated but still wish oppa stay healthy and continue to be a strong baby. :D he is the best maknae in the world.his gentle voice melts my heart everytime he sings. his arrogance is loved by me. he gets hotter each day. hope baby seung ri gets more love this year! :D awesome hottie stay together with bigbang forever :D!

i was tired of stalking on facebook so came here to work my fingers !

Finally, i realise that the presence of my sister is awfully significant.

Because her absence enhanced the abnormal silence around me and i feel like a loner everywhere i went :(

so i pray she better FLY home soon. and soon is arriving in 3-4 days time :)

Germ's bbq and sort of birthday party was successful ! AWESOME time meeting up with cousins after watching an awesome fairytale RAPUNZALE (forgotten the spelling suddenly :/)with dear yun xing.

Went out with fel yesterday and we got addicted to the fishie game in the arcade. its the ultimate game for stress relieving ! cheap and hot alternative :D

Today, went shopping with mum :) poor her got to fork out her hard earn money to fulfill my materialistic desires. WHY ARE THEY ENDLESS :( ! bought like 3 tops ^^ A pair of shoes and something purple and nice :D

things breaks all the time. Voice breaks, Waves breaks, Promises breaks, Heart Breaks. - jodi picoult handle with care.

Though this may not be the actual phrasing but i cant stop loving how she writes. She potray every character so well and i'm successfully drawn to the dunno-how many- book of hers that i have read ! i hope she release her next work soon cause her teaser for the next book just get even better !

Nights :D! i love holidays. carefree & relaxing

& CANT WAIT FOR TAIWAN! (:

I dont understand

2010-12-02T00:45:00.003+08:00

they stole my heart today !
for the WHOLE day. :)

cousins are back! :D

mass dance kept me fit and healthy! :D

study sessions with fel made me feel that life is much more meaningful. haha

mary keeps me merry all day

heading on to gumiho finale~

Guitar sectionals is a phail today :(

but big bang keeps me alive.

I have to wait so long for their comeback :(

how can VIPS stand it. But i will wait patiently :)

There is WGM today :D KWONGAIN ftwwww

How dare you -sistar

Hot times - sm the ballad

WONDERFULLL MELODY

my girlfriend is a gumiho

2010-11-19T11:38:00.003+08:00

^ hottest man on earth ^^ NOH MIN WOO !

totally immersed myself into gumiho already!

i know its dumb but its kind of better for me to distract myself now and not think of anyting else.

well its great to see everyone around me feeling happy ^^

gah i feel their happiness too.

but nevermind!

anyway ha jia ying and gang coming my house to make sandwiches ^^

haha cause we are going to hort park tomorrow with the kids!

IM GOnnA take millions of photos with nigel !

gagaga and kind of excited since i never knew such a place existed -__-

heheheehehe

yesterday another cutie visited my place.

Javier ze ze that little kid is awfully energetic and uber uber cute.

wheeee he is super cute wanted to post a pic here

but i look so absolutely disgusting so

ha too bad im NOt posting

but babysitting a child is no JOKE.

drained all my energy within half an hour :(

but he lovess me :>

nahh hope cousins return soon! :(

all leaving me one by one uh

when are we going to reunite to JAM again :D

miss them bless them :)

well and uh i'm curbing my tempt to watch harry potter.

seriously i hate waiting :(

impatient me!

but the reviews sound awesome so i must catch even if i had to go alone HA!

and the book im currently reading sounds good :D

the pilot's wife

its some ancient book my aunt dug out during spring cleaning.

whee i cant take my eyes off it ~

alone.freedom.breathe.fly.my life.

guitar

2010-11-15T23:55:00.002+08:00

hello

im regretting a lot now cause i should have watched GUMIHO earlier

now all sites have either taken off the video or the video is now malfunctioning.

so i gave up and forcing mummy to buy it !

its Okay at least i started with the drama Marry me Mary by Jang geun suk and moon :D

okay the plot makes me a little confuse but i guess the episodes are tightening and im of course addicted right from the start for JGS wonderful acting skills and expression!

haha guess what i'm playing guitar now :)

not really the syf pieces but english songs cause i can sing them.

haha ad its really hard but real addictive browsing for chords and singing along with the tune.

IM gonna make sure i can strum ad sing by the end of 2010!!

LOL its 12am :D its my sissy's time for release of results O MY what class is she getting into next year......... (apparently she is on the phone with her friend and uh im eaves dropping )DRUMROLLS* TADA and she is going to the ECONS AND BIO CLASSSS!!!!!

k whatever im so pissed why WGM is not airing this week :(

well at least i get to watch all my love (:

YEAH ok thats all good night

found an awesome looking korean - NOH MIN WOO!

from the show pasta a small role yet awesome guy all rounder :D

he acts in gumihoo too :D

kwon ji yong

2010-11-10T15:30:00.004+08:00

hiya!

have the sudden urge to blog again :)

wheee its like OP is over pw is over

but i miss my pw mates :D

i love how gen and idaffi bicker with one another

i love how we have gotten closer and informal with one another.

most hate pw yeah me too

but they made it really enjoyable and as little stress as possible for me

so im a really lucky chap here :D

ENVY ME xD

well, moving on

we are going to cycle tomorrow!

LIKE OMG :D ya so moments to shed some fats :D

hope wifeys remember to bring cam for CAMWHORING session

ARGH but xq is not available tomorrow :(

it wouldn't be complete if any of them is missing!

but its ok we have a replacement and make up session ^^

hehe and my cousin and sissy will be flying off one by one

leaving me all alone in singapore to fiddle with my BOOKS

they have the opportunities to fly overseas for their cca or for leisure

super envious. :D

argh nvm i will stay here and accompany my MUMMY and bug her to buy more k drama for me :D

haha yeah n i thought of a fantabulous pressie for rachie :D

claps and cheers for my creativity.

now its time for eat pray love :DDDDDD

BYES * done with my guitar reporT! YIPPEE YIKES :D

its such a boring day D:

Relieved

2010-10-20T23:20:00.003+08:00

heyoooooooooooo

I'm doing my biology now. haha

but i cannot concentrate at all cuz my fingers kept crawling to mac-ky ^^

well, this week is so routine

I CANT STAND IT.

i carry mac-ky to school all day, i do pw all day, i practice guitar till fingers sore every day!

fatigue, exhausted, tired D;

I guess i don't deserve a rest UH!

i neglected u sooooo much :((((((((((((((((( AHHHHHHHHHH

but i will work hard :D

saw an improvement in grades :)

IM PROMOTING :D I GUESS *phew* with gross grades though. :/

not an improvement that is worth mentioning but something really significant and assures me

much.

so im GONNA DO BETTER for next year :D.

at this juncture of the year, i guess its the most depressing.

we have to bid goodbye to some whom were there with me during the year.

they have tried hard but still leaving in the end.

in this way 18/10 is not complete anymore.

its a heart wrenching sight.

good luck in future endeavors guys!

i'll miss ya.

Today, we had a class desert at odders(?)

my gracious teacher paid for all the ice cream we ordered.

pretty nice :D

the Durian flavored especially ! ~

well well well did i mentioned that my T.O.P's movie is coming out tomorrow?

OHMY :DDDDD

gonna watch it no matter what soooooo

i can droooooooooool

the whole way ^^

AW!

kwon and gain never fails me :D

awesome!

can't wait for their trip to jeju!

go ADAM! :D

goodnight * _*

i wanna watch personal taste

PEEDOUBLEU

2010-10-13T22:15:00.003+08:00

^ cute baby seung ri

miss bb sooo much D;

:D hehe im here again.

yeah before i go off to indulge in my shows :D

well, got back a little chemistry results.

i was totally touched when cher said i did not have to drop to h1.

it sounds nicce right but i haven't pass that paper yet D;

haha so contradictory yet delighting at the same time.

Tomorrow its OP presentation!

its my first time im going to rattle like a bullet train and

start shaking like a crazy idiot. hahahahahahahha

whooo, there's guitar during hols :) i'm anticipating it ^^

IM GOING CYCLING WITH CRYS TMR :D

lose some lipids ;)

so i thank you thank you thank you and i love you :)

for letting me go :D

bye i'm lost for words

please give me an E for econs tomorrow!

i wanna have a superhuman brain :( ~

I'll be back

2010-10-12T22:44:00.004+08:00

i'll be back its a great title for this agree?

its 2pm new song and yeap i'll be back blogging to entertain my wifey haha !

well,promos are over.

seriously 2010 is a sucky year and it must be all the way till the end.

i thought i could like breathe after promotional exams.

hell no! though i can like breathe better but but but project work and also pdp is hunting me down. :( POUT!

but after exams are like the best time of the year.

meet up and dates and shopping spree wheee~

but thats only a short moment a compared to the torment i've been throught for the year.

haha.

i was watching nigahiga today with yx :D

hehe they are hella funny and a new source of entertainment for me ;D hehe

and o ya no HOPEs for entering TIP :(

BYE medical/healthcare sector!

it would be miraculous if my bio scores above an E grade and be among the top 30 of genius-es

nvm anyway i think my dm still rmb me as my card is with him like for a zillion of years and uh im going for a TAiwan vacation so what exactly are my chances entering TIP.

almost 0!

and i seriously wonder what are my chances returning to tj next year.

i have been worrying for the past few days or maybe months before but i will still have to face the music :(

well if im getting all E-s im leaving?

seriously, i think i will miss life here abit :(

i got a pretty decent class and yeah they are wonderful nice classmates.

im gonna cry :( boohoo~

whatever its really damn depressing but life goes on.

all the unhappiness i have survived through promos period

things will only get better not worst :( i guess.

i wanna sleep early like wifey but IMPOSSIBLE.

*admire*

o yeah and i got loads of shows to watch ;D

-playful kiss

-personal taste ***

-some scandal thing with micky starring as an actor

-WE GOT MARRIED ^^

-and lee seung gi's nine tail something :D

fixed a date with busy woman jx :D

i better be free and she too next sat ! :D

we promised!

okay got to practise guitar if not my president will whack me haha

BUT its near 12 and my neighbours are fast asleep~

yeobu,have faith in me

i'm going crazy - se7en

Shady girl

2010-09-11T17:36:00.004+08:00

hey yos.

Its funny how i've been updating my blog for the past few months and when i lose the sense of freshness i let it go stale again. So yeah im back here again for not any significant reason i just need a platform to spout all my rubbish haha.

well, these days or maybe i should say for this whole year.

songs are super important haha especially good songs :D

cause they are like co enzymes an essential factor to go along with your studies or else you will yield no product :D

Normally, at every end of the week i will think back and wondered how i had spent them.

LOL this week i must admit it has been the free-iest week i ever had cause i have nothing to do but homework no dates haha only homework dates.

i spent my every single day worthwhile with jia ying, crystal, felicia,sister,rachel, germs you! studying.

so that equates to eating fast food almost every day. o gosh i can totally imagine those fats piling up. D; but seriously, studying everyday is damn sian D;

sleep study wake eat. :( but thank god to creations like tv mac and house rules

o god i cant describe how much i'm enjoying another jodi's book.

its wonderful and purrfect though draggy but loves her language the way she describes

haha anw must boast about it :D i go lost symbol for 3 bucks :D ahahahaha ^^ (Y)

wheee and i officially hate short hairs.

girls cant do without long hair haha

or maybe i cant !

wheeeeee going out for dinener but not done with eukaryotic D: and pw :(

YAY wgm comes out tonight go adam!

feels good to wack rubbish hahaha.

ty blogger :D

PILOT TESTING

2010-08-02T20:53:00.003+08:00

I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY :DDDDDDDDDD

its GONNA BE A SALTY ONE :)

hmm facebook is so laggy!

the worst thing is it chose to LAG when im talking to ml & xq D:

ARGH purposely HMPH!

anyways, EOM is making my white hair sprout actively!

My weekend was pretty eventful :D

went to help jiaying and her dhs friends at cip.

not bad not bad :D i had fun and wonderful experience there.

ok gtg if not eom GG

chingoo

2010-07-30T00:11:00.004+08:00

i promised to fill my thoughts with positive ones

but now they are all are negative thoughts.

is it plainly my one-sided thinking

or are you feeling the same too

what caused an awkwardness between us.

i wasn't informed at all

and i hadn't had time to accustom this change of attitude

can someone just fill me in what i have left out all this while

i admit its upsetting when i wasn't the one

its hard coping with everything :/

maybe i will try one last time before letting go this treasured past.

but how could i

whenever you appear,my feelings will drop down to the ground

tell me

what i've done wrong

tell me

what can i do so we will be like before.

i cant tell you directly

neither will you understand this indirectly

so forget it a useless post to get rid of troubles so that i wont bottle all up and suffocate to death

o hell im pathetic.

wipe your tears dry and move on

a napfa run tomorrow will be great.

all i want now passing my promotional exams to with a light heart.

and there's nothing more i can ask.

its tiring holding on to everything

Jo kwon gain

2010-07-28T01:32:00.002+08:00

Hello I guess I'm crazy! Typing blog in the middle of the night.I was stalking kwon n gain n msging .but tt wasn't the reason y I couldn't enter slumberland ya it's her, my ultra hardworking sis is still mugging for her CAs. If only I could be like her :) wa anw lying on the bed and not falling asleep is a terrible feeling.well lights off I got to sleep soon. Tomorrow I'm having napfa the horrors!!! Argh if I fail I shall just go for the retest. Hahaha unfit pig :( jts was fine(:I heart xiao hui :D hehe! I will mug harder this term and promise to not see any e&s in my report anymore. Anw pilot test and chem spa is worrisome hope I can come to a decision soon.whoo before that, my sis roots for the khuntoria couple but as for me Adam couple all they way ^^ sweet ttm I swear(: ok guess I gotta start caring more about people around me!:/ hwaiting!!!! Cyclohexane rings are Driving me crazy screw organic chem! Please walk properly soon (: hahahah

hong kong

2010-07-15T16:02:00.003+08:00

My mummy flew to hong kong!

there is so many things to do again yet no time.

practice guitar and write tabs.

PW pilot testing materials :O

ass hole EOM D;

hais and catching up on lectures & tutorials.

class tee shirt

bucking up on academic pathetic results UESEE ):

wooo

thank god the new episode of adam couple cheered me up ! ^^

IM SORRY D:

im just not good enough in anything :/

shinee come back soon!

from yx :D to me

Christopher Robin to Pooh

“If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you.”

super junior!

2010-07-10T10:18:00.003+08:00

This is too cute to miss :D

well, ryeowook's hair is awesome here.

kyuhyun's voice wonderful and yesung looks exceptionally hot too.

eunhyuk's body is like woohooo :D

heechul looks better with the black geeky specs HAHA, :D

The chereograph and the tune is very catchy :D

different from bonamana and sorry sorry. its more gentle and soothing :D

hahah went nike run yesterday GOD i almost fainted.

lol masss pe in the morning more running in the afternoon :)my cold cut trio was fully assimilated hahah

haha since napfa is round the corner n me dont want fail so jiayous!

lol and i didnt know 40 is a grade S 45 and above is an E :D

haha and 2AM here i come :D! ~

kwon.jinwoon.seulong.changmin (:

I DID WRONG

2010-07-08T23:39:00.003+08:00

After june test, my world seems to be crumbling down.

guitar,academic,pw,napfa,bi,parents,sleep,tutorial, friends,waking up at 6

i can't balance so many thing at a time.

No extra time to breathe.

Everything pours in without permission.

Got to face the harsh reality and humiliating results that i didn't even dare to confess to anyone cause its too shameful.

30+40marks im not adapted to such numbers yet.

it look disgusting to me ):

Guitar meetings that leave me drained after every grueling session

pw thankfully have great members to share my burden but still worry i cannot lead them well.

having so many troubles i'm supposed to ingest less right?

but gosh instead i want to consume more.

so everything is going way off.

maybe i'm too paranoid maybe i worry too much.

i need to learn how not to.

this post is damn depressing so not really nice to view.

Im afraid it may dampen high spirits.

short break

2010-07-05T10:07:00.003+08:00

As thought i had a wonderful weekend.

swimming was great though i wasn't any tanner but i was hell burnt by the sun which i dont even see on the saturday.

Crystal and i roamed ion on friday after the f* math paper.

well, we found really good food there and i promised to bake with her.

Argh felt so bad towards ml cause she i made her miss her opportunity to spend time at joc's house);

On sat, during to family dinner the opportunity cost was a class outing with 4a ):

Gosh, guess at time like this we really have to let go. all about affinity.

but at least had an awesome time squeezing with 9 big children on the sofa.

and of course get to see rosy before she leaves again );

and we created another set of memories again. (:

later that night i went over her house to fix my com. she is good at it :D awesome.

watching my uncle watch soccer is better than the game itself.

His reactions are loud and er oozing with immense emotions. haha

but the tv failed him cause the people's reactions are a minute slower

so the joyous mood of entering a goal was bash. haha

yesterday, went to sing :) and bowl.

it was great :D and even better if we had a longer time to sing.

the news paper rated eclipse 2/5.thats pretty bad though.

watched avatar again on dvd yesterday.never get bored of it.

so decided to stay home and rest today before gearing up for the next term :D

hmmm, time for videos ;D and finish up bio/chem/math haha

it surely takes forever D;

i need kwon's moving song(:

): I'm un happy.so let's think positive.

2am

2010-06-30T10:44:00.002+08:00

I did wrong -2am :D

its exams period now and i shouldn't be here

3 papers down AND 2 MORE TO GOOO!!!!

yesterday when i had my biology and econs test unfortunately happening all on the same day it has been a long time since i suffered from a hand-ache?

i couldn't write that night -.-

it was painful ! D;

its been a while since i went on allkpop

and more than shock to receive the news park yong ha committed suicide and hyun joong leaving ss501 );

park yong ha acting skills are awesome and his dimples are unforgettable.

on the brighter side,taeyang's album is releasing :D

hope it will be a awesome hit like wedding dress (:

and i'm really enjoying WGM now :D

nickhun seriously shines wherever he goes my sis is infatuated over him.

adam couple is my fav ;D

sweet potato couple is very innocent and cute !

enough of fan girl-ing

i'm gonna make sure i spend my weekends fruitfully YEAH :D

dinner swim outing cousins teo heng

anticipating ^^

see more kpop photos @ soompi! cute !

Love light

2010-06-14T18:19:00.003+08:00

Saw Rosanne yesterday and send her off the next day.

yeah, rachel's family going on a holiday together. wonderful

Glad they manage to fly to sweden successfully.

i can only say we will have to wait till 2 weeks before we can go swimming together before we can go ah gong house before we can have the ultimate stay over.

i miss all of them!

Also had a wonderful supper with vien's family yesterday :D

it was so filling and puking. haha

now i only want to watch cnblue love light live! :(

we promised with our pinkys, i will wait faithfully for 3 days :D

holidays

2010-06-09T15:34:00.007+08:00

^ mardi gras

school event. From my vague memory ,i reached home at 12.40 am that day! :x

tsk tsk me crystal and andres were rushing like mad dogs to catch the last train

gah haha!

^ power of love concert 3!

yun xing had to leave for her dinner :'(

so i went supper with lorraine amy and alan

awesome bitching session :D

^ they are nice jump shots but unglam ones ): !

haha~

We went pulau ubin to cycle.

i have never been there to cycle so its a pretty good experience :D

rocky roads & prone of accidents- not exactly the best impression to leave for the maiden trip but the beautiful nature and fresh air is definitely the worth for a visit!

hey yo

my dad banned me from the computer that explains why i hadn't blog

haha

i'm in the midst of recognizing c.n blue members and ss501 members.

because of hyun jong and yong hwa i have been mixing them up like crazy.

Moreover, xq and gen intro-ed me to them simultaneously. Since they bear some sort of resemblance its hard to not mix them up lol!

i like LOVE LIGHT :D

and recently i'm going a little crazy about the guys in god of study! :D

baek hyun and chan doo is like OMG so cute !

My sis was following the drama so i tagged along sometimes ;D

o there is GLEE tonight :D!

my dear , we are slowing dancing in the burning room

My pretty cousin ( li ting ) has a blog ;D!

its time for catching up with her too :}

My blue slippers are so pretty thanks to tigger's lao ba :D

jodi picoult's the pact is great :D

^ stole it from jy's blog ;D

Prince of persia

2010-06-01T11:30:00.002+08:00

Prince of Persia is good.

the actor and actress are hot.

the plot is pretty good but the last part turn me off a little

it has every element a movie needs :D

super worth the watch

hahahahaha

LOVE RACH GERM LARIS SISSY :D!

and wow yesterday saw people whom i never expect to see

brenda at pizzahut!

shao xuan at long john!

wheee ~

cycling at pulau ubin is fun and rocky

can't wait to post some photos next time ;D

but i was limping to school like a chicken the next day

due to 2 damn freaking ugly bruise on my kneecaps ):

byebye o cabi cabi ~ :D

next is shrek ;D!

Terrified

2010-05-21T18:19:00.007+08:00

Now i kind of like bonamana

To think i kind of dislike it in the starting
but now the tune rings continuously in my head.

I'm down with stomach flu );
that explains why i gave school,netball match,guitar hustings, out with friend a MISS. ):
my poor ass ;x
but staying at home is like a holiday to me.
i was practically rotting away
as my peers struggle through chem test in school ):

Yesterday during hustings it was so embarrassing! :x hahas
but not a bad experience though :D!
okay catch up with tutorials soon!
this week is crazy, glad its over :D

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Today was a fairy tale.

2010-05-16T11:49:00.003+08:00

lol i bought BIGBANG cd !!!

shhh ~.

though i have the songs but still i ought to give them my ultimate support ^^

cause i'm a super-number-one-fan of them (Y)

and OMG no limit! (u-know's) show is broadcasting on mobtv !

I'm salivating over his ultimate hot-ness in the show :)

and i came upon an advertisement stating that GLEE would be on channel 5 on i don't know when

but thats a very very good news because i no longer need to scout for websites to catch up with the episodes :D

and y is msn screw-ing up at this moment ):

i need to send something about GPP!!!!!!!! D:

and geneveive intro-ed F.cuz jiggy sounds good & urh CUTE ;D

and yay today is my red queen's{yun xing's} birthday!

i love her so ~ :D

got to go byebye

im late as always xD

and omg i must boast about this i finished 2 tutorials for math one more to go :D

wonder how's lynette doing? :D

^ from big bangs's fan site (: not mine though i wish to.

he melts me (:

Catch your wave

2010-05-06T00:14:00.003+08:00

hello

It's Mother's Day(:

well my sissy bought my mummy a little cute bag :D

and i drew a card.

love my mummy! :D

went metta in the afternoon for lunch

saw many many little cute children:);):):):)

had an awesome time there

Went tm with jia xin & sissy ;D

did some shopping and catching up YIPPEE YAY

and i was spending loads of time watching THE MIDDLE yesterday on mobtv.

My stomach is aching all over i couldn't stop laughing

and my genius sissy found a webby to watch GLEE :DYAY

hahahahah

well guitar camp was a killer

seriously, i had never done pt for about 6 hours.

and taste everyone's sweat

or did like a million of pushup/jumping jacks blah blah blah

next day, every single muscle is hurting like hell.

its painful to even move

but ironically i still went for swimming ;D!

its only me and sissy.

she made me gulp down water from my NOSE.

cousie's PANG SEH for exams :P

meet a nice stranger during weekend

i was touched by her simple actions! (:

IM TIGGER'S MUMMY :D

the reality isn't as great as the fantasy.

okay its time for MATH :D & some ECONS :P

Glee

2010-05-03T12:53:00.003+08:00

i like this new drama. ha!

awesome but due to copyright issues i can't find it anywhere on the internet.

Amazingly this series is on mobtv !

gah its the first time i fell in love with mobtv LOL.

however the sad thing is its ONLY airing 2 episodes. -.-

argh PISSED.

o ya wishing mummy a happy happy birthday :D

her strawberry cake rocks xD

only i know how to appreciate sad. :(!

jiaxin's NINETEEN already.

so old!!!! haha

lol have yet gone out to celebrate with her.

awww ~

i bet she has no time for me already!

cause ...... lol

AND omg (: i love swimming lessons with cousins.

rach,laris and daryl made swimming less arduous :D

It the chatting session thats unforgettable.

can't wait for BHB laris's good news xD

okay its time to fry some eggs for lunch!

damn it i ate KFC for lunch and dinner yesterday.>;(

bibibibbibibibibibi (L)

PI

2010-04-29T23:16:00.004+08:00

^seung ri!!!

^forever love

^ guitarists(:

I'm dying soon! aw.

stupid PI and GPP

I'm forever lamenting about those two.

having study date on saturday with olivia.

Haven't chose what to wear for mega house function : colour splash ;O

JIA XIN GOT SMTH to TELLL UUUUUUUUU

my heart shattered

you didn't hear it

cause it was on silent mode.

^ such a cute phrase uh :D

Your love is my drug

2010-04-23T01:12:00.006+08:00

FATBOYS & SHORTBOYS

finished my FIRST DRAFT OF GPP!

haha . My group members are damn efficient (:

They finished earliest and i was still struggling like a mad dog lol.

though we all know that this is a BANG WALL draft 1.

i can't help but feel a sense of achievement for the 8 page long thingy! (:

ARGH but when the group's task is over, the individual is nerve wrecking

i have a feeling im gonna screw that up! NO WAY ):

ANYWAYS,

omg i gotten my guitar concert tee and duathalon volunteer's tee today.

can't believe both are on the saturday.

im just gonna die on that day HAHA :D

AWWW i have something for teee-shirts these days especially dry fit and coloured ones ! xD

o no there is PE tomorrow. :x

hmmm NO RUNNING i plead

and tomorrow is awesome cause....

its friday(:

its one more day to saturday(:

i will be seeing 4a peeps (:

its a special day

and i don't tell you xP

okay whatever i need my sleep its 0123am! ;D

hs & lynette "Cause shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lovo

♥

2010-04-15T21:33:00.002+08:00

i love the grey skies at 5:29pm today(:

gosh its the prettiest view i have ever seen

and the smell of fresh air with the slight drizzle.

nature is amazing.

still stuck on PI. o god o my god D;